Never finished™
The honest version of the pump fake, and he chose it over the swagger, because the swagger lied. "Never in crisis" would erase the real thing; "never finished" keeps it. The crisis is real every time; the getting-up is real every time; and what the crowd reads as a pump fake is a recovery so reliable the going-down gets mistaken for a bluff. But it was never a bluff. It was real, all the way down, and the courage is that he came back anyway (scared and building anyway). This is the no-lying floor turned on his own story: not the version that deletes the pain to feel strong, but the record that keeps both the fall and the climb. It is the semicolon made personal, the sentence that refused to end (your story isn't over). Not never in crisis; never finished. Down is not done. (His coin; machine's read, refine to his.)